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Updated Personal Plan of Action

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Journey to Freedom ~ Jackie Christensen Action Plan ~ November 2010

 

Personal Assessment

My name is Jackie Christensen. I am in recovery. My drug of choice is food. God intervened in my life through a series of circumstances to let me know there was a way out, a road to freedom and that He had plans for my life.  He’s been walking with me on my journey to health and has enabled me to experience a lot of progress in my recovery and success with my weight loss (160 pounds lost to date).  I have become comfortable in my new lifestyle and have settled into a routine. I need to remain consistent but try new things in order to reach my goal weight; I still have 70 pounds to lose.

 

I’ve had so many new experiences this last year, things I would have NEVER imagined I could have done or been a part of, I’m so grateful. Many of the dreams I had for my life came to pass. It’s only really now that I’m just beginning to enter into honest dialogue with myself and God about my needs and to learn about my feelings and how they affect me and my decision making processes, good or bad. In looking back, I know my addiction to food was just a symptom, that the weight gain was just a symptom of something else, a void, a need, a longing to be fulfilled.  It’s a great adventure to learn about it all and to wonder what God has in store for me. In this process of life, learning, I’ve made some mistakes and suffered loss. As I’m working through all of that, I’m finding out that God wants to teach me that He loves without limitation or conditions and wants me to love myself that way too. I’m kind of stubborn, I’m working on it, I’ll get it and when I do, I know that I will truly free. 

 

 

Goals

MIND – Dwell on thoughts that give me life.

BODY – Reach my goal weight. Participate in a triathlon in 2011. Train for S.T.P.  

SPIRIT – To experience God in a new way.  

 

Action Steps

1.      MIND

~ Rest

~ Don’t try to do it alone, share my struggles with others and with God, He already knows.

 

BODY

~ Set short-term and long-term goals

~ More time on non-cardio exercise 

~ Train for Tri.

~ Make healthy food choices, move away from processed foods.  

 

SPIRIT

~ Seek God

~ Keep dreaming!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Support Team

Mom. Counselor. Friends. Journey to Freedom.

 

How my life will look

I will walk in confidence. I will allow God to redefine and to define me, to order my steps and govern my thoughts. I will experience His grace and mercy in a way I have never known before and I will be healthy in body, mind and spirit.

 

Daily Scriptures

Philippians 1:6 – And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.”

Psalm 34:5 - Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.

 

 

 

A couple recent pics - down 160 pounds!

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Here's a youtubelink - my first public speech!

This was recorded May 6th, 2010 at the Pierce/Kitsap County Celebration of Philanthropy.

Nothing profound - just plain HAPPY!

So, today I got into a size 20 jean, so very cool! When I started my journey I was a size 32.

Somewhere along the line I just decided that size 18 jean would probably be about the right size to strive for at the point of reaching my goal weight, I just sort of pulled the number out of the sky.

I still have a long ways to go before I reach my goal weight - so this tells me that I can dream for something even more significant. Could it be possible that I might one day wear a pair of pants that equal in size to (or maybe even smaller than what I wore when I was married).....25 years ago???

Okay, don't get me wrong. If you know my heart then you know then you that I am so NOT focused on pounds, clothing sizes.

My ONLY goal is that I honor God with my life/body, that I make more healthy choices than I do unhealthy and that in some small way while I'm walking it out that I could bring a few people along with me - seems like I'm moving in the right direction.

Forever grateful,

Jackie

"Exercising a life changing makeover: - my article in The Auburn Reporter

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Wow, so amazing - Mark was so gracious and respectful to me in putting this article together. What an amazing journey - I don't have the words to express my gratitude to God for the healing and the people He continues to place in my life to encourage me along the way, I know I'm not alone!

To view the article online, go to: http://www.pnwlocalnews.com/south_king/aub/lifestyle/88265587.html

Jackie

OOPS, I did it again..and no, my name's not Britney!

So, ya, last week wasn't so great, food had a hold on me. I made a lot of poor choices and once again, I found myself caught up in a cycle of helplessness and feelings of failure. How could this happen when I've been so consistent, made so much progress, when my life is so great?

Scott Reall, author of "Journey to Freedom" discusses the differences between training vs. trying:
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Willpower is an element of change, but it is not the deciding factor. The way to overcome the self-defeating behavior of giving up is to train, not to try. Training vs. trying is the key to success. "Spiritual transformation is not a matter of trying harder, but of training wisely...There is an immense difference between training to something and trying to do something." When we try to change and do not succeed, we tend to give up after a few attempts. But when we train to do something, we set our minds on learning. No matter how many times we fail, we see ourselves as being one step closer to succeeding."  Trying is the raw use of willpower, nothing more. Training is learning the life skills needed for long-term change.
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Addiction is powerful, it's a monster. When it rears it's ugly head, it frightens me, I lose control and it threatens to overwhelm me. Sometimes when I act out in my addiction, the reasons are obvious, other times, not. Like any other addictive substance, I use food to cope with any emotion or to celebrate any occasion. I can find a million reasons to justify. Have you been there??

The addiction is more powerful than me, but I refuse to succumb to it, I AM in recovery and I WILL overcome.

I have a choice to make about my response to my mistakes. Relapse happens. Real, true, lasting change isn't about perfection. It's about getting back up. I CHOOSE to put "black and white thinking" on the shelf. You know, those thoughts that say when I'm doing this...I'm going all the way  - 100% and I really am...then...I make mistakes and give up, throw it all away and I'm DONE...it's one way or the other, black or white and nothing in between. This kind of thinking is poison.

Can you relate to the black and white thinking. Did you "do it again?" Do you feel like giving up? DON'T. Embrace the truth. Change doesn't happen overnight and the formula for lasting change NEVER contains perfection.

Today is a new day, it's all about victory and freedom, one thought, one choice at at a time. 

1 Corinithians 9:
24-25
You've all been to the stadium and seen the athletes race. Everyone runs; one wins. Run to win. All good athletes train hard. They do it for a gold medal that tarnishes and fades. You're after one that's gold eternally.
 26-27I don't know about you, but I'm running hard for the finish line. I'm giving it everything I've got. No sloppy living for me! I'm staying alert and in top condition. I'm not going to get caught napping, telling everyone else all about it and then missing out myself.

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WHOOT WHOOT - Why I love the Auburn Valley YMCA!

I joined the Auburn Valley YMCA last year because they partnered with Multicare in Covington for my Biggest Winner (weight loss group) team workouts. Exercise was a dirty word for me. Necessity was the only reason I joined the Multicare's program. I was very insecure  and had no confidence in my ability to implement lasting change and was not motivated to implement fitness into my life. Baby steps, baby steps - I started with Wii tennis in my living room, where it was safe and nobody could see me. I eventually joined my team at the Y for the workouts and was surprised by how comfortable I felt. I was welcomed. My personal trainer was caring and pushed me to challenged myself, in a respectful way. The volunteer and staff knew me and greeted me by name and I felt like I was surrounded by every-day normal looking people, just like me. The YMCA staff and volunteers care about the "whole person"...mind, body and spirit - and their families and offer support group and programs for people of all ages that are often not found at other fitness facilities. The Auburn Valley YMCA has a special place in my heart, I'm their biggest fan!

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